Holy Eros 1:1
the softest way home…
Holy Eros is where your body becomes the oracle,
your heart blooms again in the temple,
and you remember the soul’s current.
This is devotional mentorship for those ready to soften into true power, undo the old armoring, and return to the life you were always meant to live.
Holy Eros is the place you come to when you know you cannot force your way into becoming.
You must soften your way home.
This isn’t a regression to an younger version of you,
but to the deeper, older Self waiting beneath the control, contortions, fear, and pretending.
Holy Eros is the place where that return becomes inevitable.
A private, intimate 1:1 experience for those ready to reclaim safety, softness, pleasure, and joy.
A return to the sacred intelligence of your eros.
No performance.
No perfection.
No spiritual gymnastics.
Just you… seen, held, felt, and called home.
Through somatic healing, tantric practices, emotional clearing, intuitive guidance, the wisdom of astrology, and soul-level energy work, you are welcomed back into connection, trust, and aliveness.
The HOLY EROS Tapestry
Your transformation moves like a spiral, not a ladder.
We weave between these three currents:
the Body, the Heart, the Soul…
until they no longer contradict each other.
These three currents weave together in every session.
Return to the Body-Temple
Body | Nervous System | Eros as intelligence
You learn to tend the body as a living altar.
To melt survival patterns.
To move from instinct rather than anxiety.
To inhabit your erotic nature as a source of clarity, vitality, and magnetism.
This is somatic unwinding, breath, sound, slowness, embodiment, and the practice of becoming receptive again.
Your body remembers everything.
Even the parts you’ve outgrown.
Even the parts you’d rather forget.
Most women I work with arrive here living in fragments:
a tight jaw, a breath they’ve held for decades,
a belly that won’t unclench, breasts numb, pussy aching.
In Holy Eros, the body is not corrected.
It is courted.
A sensual reclamation of all that seems lost.
What’s happening:
You’ve been living in survival… braced, tight, looping.
The body feels like something to manage or fix, not a place to land. The last place you want to be.
Anxiety, numbness, shutdown, overthinking… these are survival patterns, not personal flaws.
What we do:
We bring you home to yourself. We rebuild the foundation of safety.
Slowly. Gently. Through breath, sensation, sound, grounding, and presence.
We restore balance to the nervous system, melt the armor, and help your body trust again.
Eros and sensuality re-bloom because we’ve created the right conditions, not by force of will.
How we do that:
- somatic unwinding
- breath + sound to soften armor
- nervous system repair
- grounding + embodiment practices
- slow, sensual reclamation
- learning to feel without fear
- reclaiming the body as a source of pleasure and wisdom
What you feel:
Safety.
Relief.
A deeper breath.
Greater capacity.
A sense of belonging inside your own skin.
Your sensual aliveness returns — not as performance, but as truth.
Your body becomes a source of wisdom and creation.
A compass.
A fuck yes to life.
Re-Bloom of the Rose-Heart
Heart | Attachment | Relational Healing
Here we unravel the knots.
The heart-wrecks, the patterns, the loops.
You learn emotional mastery, boundary clarity, and how to hold yourself in love without abandoning your needs.
We re-pattern attachment from hyper-attunement, overgiving, or shrinking… into the woman who knows her worth and lives from it.
The heart has its own wounds.
Its own timing for opening.
Holy Eros does not rush the heart.
We sit with what’s been hard… the betrayals, the patterns you can’t name, the loops you’ve tried to outgrow.
The self-abandonment. The longing. The ache.
Here, your heart is not asked to “get over it.”
It is allowed to tell the truth about what hurts.
We call on the great forces of Love that heal.
Slowly, softly, the charge drains out.
The story re-writes itself.
The old cords snap.
The tenderness returns.
The luminous subtle threads re-weave into wholeness.
You begin to trust yourself again.
You begin to trust life again.
Connection feels possible, inevitable even.
What’s happening:
Old heartbreaks linger.
Attachment patterns repeat.
You want intimacy but the body collapses or closes.
You’re tired of over-giving, shrinking, questioning your worth, or feeling like trust is impossible.
What we do:
We untangle the knots, clear the emotional debris.
We tend the hurt that never had a witness.
We restore inner trust — the kind that lets you open without losing yourself.
How we do that:
- emotional attunement + somatic tracking
- clearing heartbreak residue (from this life and beyond)
- attachment re-patterning, releasing unhealthy cords
- rebuilding inner trust + inner belonging
- expanding your relational capacity without losing boundaries
- teaching your heart to open and stay anchored
What you feel:
A clearing.
A softening.
Your boundaries sharpen, but your openness deepens.
You become capable of connection again… grounded, discerning, and receptive.
Love stops feeling like something to chase or survive.
It begins to feel possible.
To no longer spiral, chase, collapse, or dim.
To finally know what love feels like from the inside out.
Remembering the Soul-Current
Soul | Astrology | Archetypes | Devotion
Your soul is a current of light.
A river that carries you to your destiny.
You belong: in places, with people, to life.
We consult the guides, your astrological blueprint, and other intuitive capacities
to situate you inside the larger arc of your becoming… so you can move with the timing of your life, not against it.
This is where meaning returns.
Where intuition sharpens.
Where the right partner, timing, and path become unmistakably clear.
Magnetism draws serendipitous events.
What’s happening:
You’re forcing, pushing, trying to think your way into clarity.
You feel off your path, distanced from intuition, unsure of timing.
The deeper current of your life feels distant.
You feel no tangible divine support.
What we do:
We reconnect you to the part of you that already knows.
Your soul’s rhythm.
Your deeper timing.
Your intuitive channels.
We discern where the river of your life is carrying you… and where you are pushing against your own current.
We unhook you from control and return you to trust.
We stop forcing your life to happen
and begin listening for where it actually wants to take you.
How we do that:
- astrology + archetype as a living map
- intuitive guidance + channeled insight
- discerning your soul’s timing vs your fear’s timing
- unhooking from control + pressure
- practices to strengthen intuition + synchronicity
- reclaiming your path, voice, and inner authority
- learning the art of feminine magnetism
What you feel:
Ease.
Direction.
A quiet, unmistakable knowing.
Synchronicities returning.
Life opening instead of resisting.
The shift from striving into magnetism.
Who HOLY EROS is for…
HOLY EROS calls the woman who is:
- at the threshold between the life she’s survived and the life that wants to claim her
- tired of looping, managing, or performing
- seeking a soul-aligned path, not a forced one
- hungry for softness, but also for truth
- longing for love, partnership, and real intimacy but unwilling to abandon herself ever again
- ready for her body, heart, and soul to stop contradicting each other
- seeking a path that is felt, not forced…one that is devotional, not performative
If you know something in your life must shift…
If you feel the tug in your chest…
If you’re tired of carrying it alone…
HOLY EROS is for you.
What makes HOLY EROS different…
This is not mindset work.
It is not “think better thoughts, manifest harder.”
It is not just astrology.
Your chart becomes a portal for remembering who you are.
It is not therapy.
Though healing is possible here.
It is not somatics alone.
Though your nervous system will transform.
Grounded, but devotional
Poetic, yet precise
Feminine, but structured
Powerful, but never forceful
HOLY EROS is the convergence of your body, your heart, and your soul into one coherent current.
It is a return to your original nature.
Before HOLY EROS…
- Disconnected from the body
- Closed in the heart
- Distrusting life
- Forcing, hustling, gripping
- Ashamed of desire
- Afraid of intimacy
- Burned out by self-protection and survival
- Spiritually hungry but skeptical
- Feeling “too much” or “not enough”
- Secretly longing for softness, pleasure, and flow
After HOLY EROS…
- Safe in your body
- Open in your heart
- Trusting life again
- Guided by flow, not force
- Reconnected to desire as truth
- Comfortable being seen, met, held
- Living with pleasure as your compass
- Feeling spiritually supported
- Soft, yet powerful
- Alive, turned-on, and anchored in yourself
If something in you is leaning forward,
even an inch,
that is the beginning.
Your life is already speaking.
Your body is already answering.
Your soul is already choosing.
All that’s left is the doorway…
The Private 1:1 Containers
HOLY EROS 1:1 Immersion
$2,400
6 sessions — 90 minutes each — 3 months
This is the foundational Holy Eros journey:
A private, intimate immersion weaving body, heart, and soul.
Includes:
• 6 deep-dive Holy Eros sessions
• Astrology + transit work
• Somatic practices
• Emotional repatterning
• Actionable guidance + integration
• Personalized practices
• integration support between sessions (light access)
• A deeply held container
Perfect for someone who wants transformation, clarity, healing, and a softer way of being.
HOLY EROS Private Mentorship: The Deep Current
$3,600 or $1,200
For the woman who wants to be met in real time. Who wants someone in the room with her as she unravels, remembers, and reclaims.
Choose the structure that meets the truth of your life:
Option A: Full Mentorship Container
$3600 total | 3 months
6 sessions + Voxer + high-touch support
For the woman who wants to be held deeply.
Supported in the moments that matter.
Daily voice-notes as needed, check-ins, real-time support, and the feeling of not doing this alone.
This is the most intimate, spacious, high-touch way to work with me.
Option B: Ongoing Mentorship
$1200/month | 3 month minimum
2 sessions/month + plus Voxer + high touch support
A living, breathing relationship.
A steady current.
A devotion to your becoming.
For women who want ongoing guidance, accountability, emotional support, and long-term evolution—especially around relationships, attachment, Eros, healing, softness, self-trust, and soul alignment.
“Working with Nicole is not work but magical ethereal play! Nicole is miraculous at holding polar opposites, weaving and integrating them in a playful and deeply sacred way. Deep pain and grief bump up against peace and bliss, darkness meets light, fear holds hands with love and protection. It’s fierce work. It’s gentle work. She invites bold curiosity. She has encouraged me to live authentically and given me tools and guides that I use daily. The thing I adore about this deep work is the pace and safety. I always feel free to explore deeply knowing that Nicole will gentle and firmly make sure my way is safe. Deep and very subtle shifts have taken place in this type of environment that change the course of my life towards more peace, more acceptance, and a more authentic life.” JM
“I have known Nicole for some time, as a dear friend, as a yoga teacher, and as a womxn’s circle sister. I’ve know her for some time before having a one on one session, and when I finally did I thought how did I not know? How did I not know this is what my friend did? And why did it take me so long to find out.
Nicole’s work one on one is exactly what I had been looking for for myself for years. It’s somatic based healing. In our first session I laughed, I cried (and I’m talking a pile of kleenexes). I felt her taking all the tools from everything she’s learned and using them in this deeply intimate way for me to be able to tap into my body and senses and stories from a lifetime, so that I could start to see and feel and experience and heal unloved parts of me. Parts of me I thought I’ve already worked on many, many time – but this time I was reaching them on a bodily level and in an energetic way unfolding layers of unmet needs that finally could be seen and understood and held by myself for what they are. Finally I could start truly loving myself, the shadows and the light.
How did I not know my dear friend could do this? I just kept thinking that to myself. Don’t wait like I did to find out. Don’t wait to unfold the mysteries of yourself to truly see and know who you are and to embrace yourself fully. “
-Emily N
“Last Saturday was definitively one of the most powerful moments in my spiritual life. I am still digesting the truths I felt we uncovered, and I am deeply grateful that you were a conduit for all that magic…I am different. I feel the universe, I feel translucent and possible, often…”
“I am reflecting deeply on our work…I feel light like I never have before. A deep release. Like a rope unwinding, unwinding after a lifetime of being taut and wound….I hope to work with you soon again. I am so grateful our paths have crossed.”
“Working with Nicole is an absolute delight of all the senses. She invokes, invites, and awakens the physical, energetic, and subtle body to unknown possibilities. Her work is magic! Her work is subtle and profound, timeless and wholly present, new and yet so ancient. Although I’ve been on a spiritual path for many years (and possibly many lifetimes) I feel like I’ve barely scratched the surface. She’s opened an entirely new world to me and at the same time something so familiar. In between sessions magical and mundane things would transpire, hinting at and reminding me that all things are connected and perfect as they are. One of my goals in working with Nicole was to expand my toolkit of practices and she provided that and more in abundance. She is mystical, magical, and magnificent. I am grateful beyond measure for crossing paths with her.” ~Joy
“I started 1:1 sessions with Nicole in January. If someone would have told me then that my life would look like it does right now I would have rolled my eyes and completely shut it down. Because just no way could this work so fast!? It does, it did! I have never experienced anything so powerful in my life. Nicole has shown me my own power, my own healer, my strength. This work is so empowering and held in such great care and non-judgement – the perfect place for true magic to unfold. I wish everyone could gift themselves this work with Nicole. Everyone deserves to love themselves and know their own healer. I may be just a stranger, but if you are looking for someone to say its okay to make this investment in yourself, I say YES IT IS! ABSOLUTELY!”